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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:18 pm
    @@@@@ “All right, we won’t talk about himStill,
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    “All right, we won’t talk about himStill, he mentioned Les Capucines—what did he mean?”
    “It’s our way outThere’s a car waiting for me in the boulevard des CapucinesThat’s what he
    was telling meLet’s go!”
    They raced south out of Paris in the nondescript Peugeot, taking the Barbizon highway to
    Vilieneuve-StMarie sat close to her husband, their bodies touching, her hand clutching
    his armShe was, however, sickeningly aware that the warmth she intended was not returned in
    equal measureOnly a part of the intense man behind the wheel was her David; the rest of him was
    Jason Bourne and he was now in command
    “For God’s sake, talk to me!” she criedWhy did you come to Paris?”
    “Good Christ!” exploded Marie“To find you, to help you!”
    “I’m sure you thought it was right
    “That voice again,” protested Marie“That goddamned disembodied tone of voice! Who the hell
    do you think you are to make that judgment? God? To put it bluntly—no, not bluntly, but
    brutally—there are things you have trouble remembering, my darling
    “Not about Paris,” objected Jason“I remember everything about Paris
    “Your friend Bernardine didn’t think so! He told me you never would have chosen the Meurice
    if you did
    “What?” Bourne briefly, harshly glanced at his wifeWhy did you choose—and you did choose—the Meurice?”
    “I don’t know It’s a hotel; the name just came to meWhat happened years ago at the Meurice—right outside the Meurice?”
    “I—I know something happenedYou?”
    “Yes, my love, meI stayed there under a false name and you came to meet me, and we walked
    to the newsstand on the corner, where in one horrible moment we both knew my life could never be
    the same again—with you or without you
    “Oh, Jesus, I forgot! The newspapers—your photograph on all the front pagesYou were the
    Canadian government official—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    288
    “The escaped Canadian economist,” broke in Marie, “hunted by the authorities all over Europe
    for multiple killings in Zurich in tandem with the theft of millions from Swiss banks! Those kinds
    of headlines never leave a person, do they? They can be refuted, proved to be totally false, yet still
    there is that lingering doubt‘Where there’s smoke there must be fire,’ I believe is the bromi
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    4:23 pm
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    now, drumming against the walls and windows in
    waves, and a wind had gotten up, clattering
    through the palms surrounding El Palacio and
    sending shadows flying across the wallsFor the
    first time since I'd been coming there, I could
    see no sense to the china figures on the long
    table; there were no tableaux, only a clutter of
    people, animals, and buildingsA unicorn and one
    of the blackface guys lay side by side next to replica gucci the
    overturned schoolhouseIf there was a story on
    the table today, it was a disaster movieNear the
    Tara-style mansion stood a Sweet Owen cookie-tin
    Wireman had explained the routine I should follow
    if Elizabeth called for it
    The lady herself was in her wheelchair, slumped a
    bit sideways, vacantly overseeing the disheveltry
    on her play-table, which was usually so neatly
    keptShe was wearing a blue dress that almost
    matched the enormous blue womens rolex watches Chuck Taylors on her
    feetHer slump had stretched the boat neck of the
    dress into a lopsided gawp that revealed an ivory368
    colored slip-strapI found myself wondering who
    had dressed her that morning, she or Wireman
    She spoke rationally at first, calling me by my
    correct name and enquiring after my healthShe
    said goodbye to Wireman when he left for the
    Baumgartens' and asked him to please wear a hat
    and take an umbrellaBut when
    I brought tiffany price her her snack from the kitchen fifteen
    minutes later, there had been a changeShe was
    looking into the corner and I heard her murmur,
    "Go back, go back, Tessie, you don't belong here
    And make the big boy go awayI used my thinkingsideways
    technique, looking for associations, and
    found one: a newspaper headline reading THEY ARE
    GONETessie had been one of Elizabeth's twin
    sistersWireman had told me thatI heard him
    saying The presumption is balenciaga handbag they drowned, and a
    chill like a knife slipped into my side
    "Bring me that," she said, pointing to the cookietin,
    and I didFrom her pocket she drew a
    figurine wrapped in a hankieShe took the lid off
    the tin, gave me a look that combined slyness and
    confusion in a way that was hard to look at, then
    369
    popped the figure insideIt made a soft hollow
    bonkShe fumbled the lid back on, pushing my hand
    away when I tried to helpThen she handed it Chanel Purse to
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:26 pm
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    “We were making a pilgrimage across the fourth great ice field to see one gucci twirl watch of the more
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    “Claw beasts like to dig pits and bury themselves in the snow
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    like the entire field of white was exploding pasha cartier into the sky
    “An average adult Bear has about the mass of a buffaloA full-grown claw beast is closer to the
    mass of a blue whaleThis one was bigger than most
    “I couldn't see the guideThe claw beast had sprung up between us, facing where Harness
    Light and I stoodBears are faster than claw beasts, but this dior handbags one had the advantage of the
    ambushIts huge stone-like pincers swooped down and sheared Harness Light in half before I'd
    really processed what was happening
    A car drove slowly down the side of the parking lotWe sat silent until it had passedI should have started running, but… my friend was dying there on the tiffany replica jewelry iceBecause
    of that hesitation, I would have died, too, if the claw beast hadn't been distractedI found out
    later that our guide–I wish I could remember his name!–had attacked the claw beast's tail,
    hoping to give us a chance to runThe claw beast's attack had stirred up enough snow that it
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:26 pm
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    Oh, well, the Irish, he miffs, but he is vaguely uncomfortable in saying it, conscious that his answer is trite
    Uncle Andrew is always complaining that they've taken the replica balenciaga government away from usI heard him say the other night that it's like France now, he was there, you know, the only careers left are in the service (State department) or in uniform, and even there the elements are undependable(Conscious of an error, she adds quickly) He's very fond of you
    You know, it's odd, Margaret says, only a few years ago replica omega Uncle Andrew was very intolerant about the whole thingI'll tell you a secret(She laughs, puts her arm through his He always preferred the NavyHe says they have better manners(For a moment he feels lostAll their politeness, their acceptance of him as a relative is seen from the other side of the doorThere is the brief moment when he tries to old omega reverse all the things he remembers their saying, examines them from the new approach
    That doesn't mean anything, Margaret says, we're all such fraudsIt's a terrible thing to say, but you know whatever we have in the family is what we acceptI was terribly shocked when I first realized that
    Then I'm all right, he says lightly
    Oh, no, you gucci watch bangle won't do at all(She laughs first, and he joins in a little hesitantly You're just our second cousin from the West(Her long face seems merry for a moment Seriously, it's just that we've known only Navy up till nowTom Hopkinson and Thatcher Lloyd, I think you met him at Dennis, well, they're all Navy, and Uncle Andrew knows their fathers so gucci women watch well
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    4:18 pm
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    messenger bag prada,balenciaga motorcycle,replica tiffany jewelry,omega seamaster watch,gucci twirl watch@@@@@"Not a horse, please," Rhett laughed"I've only got
    three, and two of them are no damn good
    He settled the glass chimney on the lamp and smiled down at her
    "How about some eggs and a slice of ham?"
    "Two slices," said ScarlettShe followed him into the kitchen and sat
    on a bench by the table with her feet tucked up messenger bag prada under the blanket
    while
    he lit a fire in the big iron stoveWhen the pine kindling was
    crackling, she stretched her feet out to the warmthRhett brought a
    half-eaten ham and bowls of butter and eggs from the pantry"The
    coffee grinder's on the table behind you," he said"The beans are in
    that canIf you'll grind some balenciaga motorcycle while I slice the ham, breakfast will
    be ready that much sooner
    "Why don't you grind them while I cook the eggs?"
    "Because the stove's not hot yet, Miss GreedyThere's a pan of cold
    corn bread next to the grinderThat should tide you over
    I'll do the cooking Scarlett swivelled aroundThe pan under the
    napkin had four replica tiffany jewelry squares of corn bread left in itShe dropped her wrap
    to reach for a pieceWhile she was chewing she put a handful of
    coffee beans into the grinderThen she alternated taking bites of
    corn bread with turning the handleWhen the corn bread was almost
    gone, she heard the sizzle as Rhett dropped ham slices into a omega seamaster watch skillet
    "That smells like heaven," she said happilyShe finished grinding the
    coffee with a spurt of rapid cranks"Where's the coffee pot?" She
    turned, saw Rhett, and began to laughHe had a dishtowel tucked
    into
    the waistband of his trousers and a long fork in one handHe waved
    the
    fork in the direction of a shelf by the gucci twirl watch doo
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    4:18 pm
    @@@@@The helicopter that flew them out; the crew,
    @@@@@The helicopter that flew them out; the crew, the people who cleared
    an American aircraft flying into UK territoryMy God! Carlos bought the lousy Crown governor of
    Montserrat and his head drug chiefWhat’s to prevent him from owning the communications
    between our military and Plymouth?”
    “But you heard him,” insisted Conklin“The names were fake, the chronologies oriented to
    Central America, and above all, no one on the relay flights knew about the Tannenbaum estate
    “Please spare me that crypto-jargon
    “It’s not cryptic at allA gap’s a space that hasn’t been filled—”
    “Alex?” The angry voice of Peter Holland was back on the line
    “Yes, Peter?”
    “We’re moving them out, and I won’t even tell you where they’re goingJacques’s pissed off
    because MrsCooper and the kids are settled, but I told him he’s got an hour
    “I want to talk to Johnny,” said Bourne, bending over and speaking loud enough to be heard
    “Nice to meet you, if only on the phone,” broke in Holland
    “Thanks for all you’re doing for us,” managed Jason quietly, sincerely
    “Quid pro quo, BourneIn your hunt for the Jackal you pulled a big ugly rabbit out of a filthy
    hat nobody knew was there
    “What?”
    “Medusa, the new one
    “How’s it going?” interrupted Conklin
    “We’re doing our own cross-pollinating between the Sicilians and a number of European banks
    It’s dirtying up everything it touches, but we’ve now got more wires into that high-powered law
    firm in New York than in a NASA lift-off
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    326
    “Good hunting,” said Jason“May I have the number at Tannenbaum’s so I can reach John St
    Jacques?”
    Holland gave it to him; Alex wrote it down and hung up“The horn’s all yours,” said Conklin,
    awkwardly getting out of the chair by the console and moving to the one at the right corner of the
    table
    Bourne sat down and concentrated on the myriad buttons below himHe picked up the telephone
    and, reading the numbers Alex had recorded in his notebook, touched the appropriate digits on the
    consol
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    4:22 pm
    @@@@@"Wireman-" 461 He whirled around and now
    @@@@@"Wireman-"
    461
    He whirled around and now his eyes were blazing,
    the left one seemingly through a net of blood
    "Promise, Edgar! We need a plan! If we don't have
    one, they'll cart her away and put her in a home
    and she'll be dead in a month! In a week! I know
    it! So promise!"
    I thought he might be rightAnd I thought that if
    I wasn't able to take some of the pressure off his
    boiler, he was apt to have another seizure right
    in front of meThen I said, "You
    may end up living a lot longer than you think,
    WiremanBut I'll write everything down anyway
    iii
    He once more offered me the Palacio golf cart for
    the return trip to Big PinkI told him I'd be
    fine walking, but I wouldn't mind having a glass
    of juice before setting out
    Now I enjoy fresh-squeezed Florida oj as much as
    anyone, but I confess to having an ulterior motive
    that particular morningHe left me in the little
    462
    receiving room at the beach end of El Palacio's
    glassed-in center hallHe used this room as an
    office, although how a man who couldn't read for
    more than five minutes at a stretch could deal
    with correspondence was beyond meI guessed - and
    this touched me - that Elizabeth might have helped
    him, and quite a lot, before her own condition
    began to worsen
    Coming in for breakfast, I had glanced into this
    room and spied a certain gray folder lying on the
    closed lid of a laptop for which Wireman probably
    had little use these daysI flipped it open now
    and took one of the three X-rays
    "Big glass or little glass?" Wireman called from
    the kitchen, startling me so badly that I almost
    dropped the sheet in my hand
    "Medium's fine!" I called backI tucked the X-ray
    film into my collection pouch and flipped the
    folder closed againFive minutes later I was
    trudging back up the beach
    iv
    463
    I didn't like the idea of stealing from a friend -
    not even a single X-ray photographNor did I like
    keeping silent about what I was sure I'd done to
    Candy BrownI could have told him; after the Tom
    Riley business, he would have believed meEven
    without that little twinkle of ESP, he would have
    believed meThat was the trouble, actually
    Wireman wasn't stupidIf I could send Candy Brown
    to the Sarasota County Morgue with a paintbrush,
    then maybe I could do for a certain brain-damaged
    ex-lawyer what the doctors could notBut what if
    I couldn't? Better not to raise false hope
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    4:26 pm
    @@@@@ “Why not, Wanda?” Jeb asked“Don't sound
    @@@@@
    “Why not, Wanda?” Jeb asked“Don't sound like a half-bad idea to me
    I swallowed and took a deep breath so my voice wouldn't turn hystericalListen to me
    carefully, JebI amtired of being a parasiteCan you understand that? Do you think I want to go
    into another body and have this start all over again? Do I have to feel guilty forever for taking
    someone's life away from them? Do I have to have someone else hate me? I'm barely a soul
    anymore–I love you brutish humans too muchIt's wrong for me to be here, and Ihate feeling
    that
    I took another breath and spoke through the tears that were falling now“And what if things
    change? What if you put me in some-one else, steal another life, and it goes wrong? What if that
    body pulls me after some other love, back to the souls? What if you can't trust me anymore?
    What if I betray you next time? I don't want to hurt you!”
    The first part was the pure and unadorned truth, but I was lying wildly through the secondI
    hoped they wouldn't hear thatIt would help that the words were barely coherent, my tears
    turned to sobsI would never hurt themWhat had happened to me here was permanent, a part
    of the very atoms that made up my small bodyBut maybe, if I gave them a reason to fear me,
    they would more easily accept what had to be
    And my lies worked, for onceI caught the worried glance Jared and Jeb exchangedThey
    hadn't thought of that–of my becoming untrustworthy, becoming a dangerIan was already
    moving to put his arms around meHe dried my tears against his chestYou don't have to be anyone elseNothing's going to change
    “Hold on, Wanda,” Jeb said, his shrewd eyes suddenly sharper“How does going to one of
    those other planets help you? You'll still be a parasite, kid
    Ian flinched around me at the harsh word
    And I flinched also, because Jeb was too insightful, as alw
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    4:26 pm
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    "What do you think of the patrol?" Croft asked softlyHe ducked as some spray washed over them
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    And once again he felt an unpleasant shock, reminded himself that the platoon and the patrol would not be directed by him
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    4:18 pm
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    She'd been holding it in too longThere'd been too many tea parties,
    too many receiving lines, too many calls, and too many callersToo
    many times when she'd had to curb her tongue-she who'd always said
    what
    she thought and devil take the hindmostMost of all, too many hours
    of listening politely to Charlestonians brag about the glories of their
    fathers and grandfathers and great-grandfathers, on and on, all the
    way
    back to the Middle Ages
    The balenciaga replica very last thing Pauline should have mentioned was respect due to
    her familyThe aunts cowered before Scarlett's outburst, and their
    frightened faces gave her an intoxicating joyful feeling of power
    She'd always been contemptuous of weakness, and in the months
    she'd
    spent in Charleston she had had no power, she'd been the weak one,
    and
    she'd begun to feel contempt for herselfNow she unleashed on her
    aunts all the disgust she had felt at her own chloe black craven desire to
    please
    "There's no need to sit there staring at me as if I had horns on my
    head and a pitchfork in my hand, either!
    You know I'm right, but you're just too lily-livered to say it for
    yourselfGrandfather treats everybody like dirtI'll bet you a
    hundred dollars that he never answers all the mealymouth letters you
    write himHe likely doesn't even read themI know I never once
    read
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    same thing-whining for more money!" Scarlett covered her mouth
    with
    her handShe'd broken three of the unwritten,
    inviolate rules of the Southern code of behavior: she'd said the word
    "money," she'd reminded her dependents of the charity she'd given,
    and
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    aunts were stricken with shameThe mended china and darned linen
    on
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    "I'm
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    Eulalie wiped her eyes and blew her nose"I heard that Rosemary has
    a
    new suitor," she said in a watery voIce"Have you met him,
    Scarlett?
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    4:18 pm
    @@@@@Then, suddenly, there was an exterior shot
    @@@@@Then, suddenly, there was an exterior shot of a huge
    cathedral, crowds on the pavement, the light indicating early eveningBasil’s Cathedral in Red Square,” said Krupkin“It’s a museum now and a very fine one,
    but every now and then a zealot—usually foreign—holds a small serviceNo one interferes, which,
    of course, the zealots want us to do
    The screen became murky again, the vibrating focus briefly and wildly swaying; the camcorder
    had moved inside the cathedral as the agent operating it was jostled by the crowdsThen it became
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    370
    steady, held perhaps against a pillarThe focus now was on an elderly man, his hair white in
    contrast to the lightweight black raincoat he was wearingHe was walking down a side aisle
    pensively glancing at the succession of icons and the higher majestic stained-glass windows
    “Rodchenko,” said the peasant—colonel, his voice guttural
    The man on the screen proceeded into what appeared to be a large stone corner of the cathedral
    where two thick pedestaled candles threw moving shadows against the wallsThe video camera
    jerkily moved upward, the agent, again perhaps, standing on a portable stool or a hastily obtained
    boxThe picture grew suddenly more detailed, the figures larger as the zoom lens was activated,
    thrusting through the crowds of touristsThe white-haired subject approached another man, a priest
    in priestly garb—balding, thin, his complexion dark
    “It’s him!” cried Bourne“It’s Carlos!”
    Then a third man appeared on the screen, joining the other two, and Conklin shouted
    “Jesus! “he roared as all eyes were riveted on the television set“Hold it there!” The KGB
    commissar instantly complied with his remote; the picture remained stationary, shaky but constant
    “The other one! Do you recognize him, David?”
    “I know him but I don’t know him,” replied Bourne in a low voice as images going back years
    began filling his inner screenThere were explosions, white blinding lights with blurred figures
    running in a jungle and then a man, an Oriental, being shot repeatedly, screaming as he was
    hammered into the trunk of a large tree by an automatic weaponThe mists of confusion swelled,
    dissolving into a barracks-like room with soldiers sitting behind a long table, a wooden chair on the
    right, a man sitting there, fidgeting, nervousAnd without warning, Jason suddenly knew that
    man—it was himself! A younger, much younger self, and there was another figure, in uniform,
    pacing like a caged ferret back and forth in front of the chair, savagely berating the man then
    known as Delta OneBourne gasped, his eyes frozen on the television screen as he realized he
    was staring at an older version of that angry, pacing figure in his mind’s eye“A courtroom in a
    base camp north of Saigon,” he whispered
    “It’s Ogilvie,” said Conklin, his voice distant, ho
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    4:28 pm
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    were tarnished, they looked sharpI touched the
    ball of my finger to one, and a tiny bead of blood
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    "You ought to disinfect that," Jack said
    "Yes indeed," I saidI turned the thing over in
    the afternoon sun, sending necklace chanel reflections bounding
    around the wallsThe short harpoon had its own
    ugly beauty, a paradox perhaps reserved
    exclusively for certain weapons of efficiency
    "This wouldn't go very far in water," I said"Not
    as heavy as it is
    "You'd be surprised," Wireman said"The gun fires
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    "I don't understand these tips," I said
    806
    Wireman said, "Nor do IShe had at least a dozen
    harpoons, including four fake cartier mounted on the wall in
    the library, and none of them are like these
    Jack had gone into the bathroom and come back with
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    4:23 pm
    @@@@@To be secure of a partner at first was
    @@@@@To be secure of a partner at first was a
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    seriously near; and she so little understood her own claims as to
    think that if MrCrawford had not asked her, she must have been
    the last to be sought after, and should have received a partner only
    through a series of inquiry, and bustle, and interference, which would
    have been terrible; but at the same time there was a pointedness in
    his manner of asking her which she did not like, and she saw his eye
    glancing for a moment at her necklace, with a smile—she thought
    there was a smile—which made her blush and feel wretchedAnd
    though there was no second glance to disturb her, though his object
    seemed then to be only quietly agreeable, she could not get the
    better of her embarrassment, heightened as it was by the idea of his
    perceiving it, and had no composure till he turned away to some
    one elseThen she could gradually rise up to the genuine satisfaction
    of having a partner, a voluntary partner, secured against the
    dancing began
    When the company were moving into the ballroom, she found
    herself for the first time near Miss Crawford, whose eyes and smiles
    were immediately and more unequivocally directed as her brother’s
    had been, and who was beginning to speak on the subject, when
    Fanny, anxious to get the story over, hastened to give the explanation
    of the second necklace: the real chainMiss Crawford listened;
    and all her intended compliments and insinuations to Fanny were
    forgotten: she felt only one thing; and her eyes, bright as they had
    been before, shewing they could yet be brighter, she exclaimed with
    eager pleasure, “Did he? Did Edmund? That was like himselfNo
    other man would have thought of itI honour him beyond expression
    And she looked around as if longing to tell him soHe was
    not near, he was attending a party of ladies out of the room; and
    MrsGrant coming up to the two girls, and taking an arm of each,
    they followed with the rest
    Fanny’s heart sunk, but there was no leisure for thinking long
    even of Miss Crawford’s feelingsThey were in the ballroom, the
    violins were playing, and her mind was in a flutter that forbade its
    fixing on anything seriousShe must watch the general arrangements,
    and see how everything was done
    239
    Jane Austen
    In a few minutes Sir Thomas came to her, and asked if she were
    engaged; and the “Yes, sir; to MrCrawford,” was exactly what he
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    that she was to lead the way and open the ball; an idea that had
    never occurred to her beforeWhenever she had thought of the
    minutiae of the evening, it had been as a matter of course that
    Edmund would begin with Miss Crawford; and the impression was
    so strong, that though her uncle spoke the contrary, she could not
    help an exclamation of surprise, a hint of her unfitness, an entreaty
    even to be excusedTo be urging her opinion against Sir Thomas’s
    was a proof of the extremity of the case; but such was her horror at
    the first suggestion, that she could actually look him in the face and
    say that she hoped it might be settled otherwise; in vain, however:
    Sir Thomas smiled, tried to encourage her, and then looked too
    serious, and said too decidedly, “It must be so, my dear,” for her to
    hazard another word; and she found herself the next moment conducted
    by MrCrawford to the top of the room, and standing there
    to be joined by the rest of the dancers, couple after couple, as they
    were formed
    She could hardly believe itTo be placed above so many elegant
    young women! The distinction was too greatIt was treating her like
    her cousins! And her thoughts flew to those absent cousins with most
    unfeigned and truly tender regret, that they were not at home to take
    their own place in the room, and have their share of a pleasure which
    would have been so very delightful to themSo often as she had heard
    them wish for a ball at home as the greatest of all felicities! And to
    have them away when it was given—and for her to be opening the
    ball—and with MrCrawford too! She hoped they would not envy
    her that distinction now; but when she looked back to the state of
    things in the autumn, to what they had all been to each other when
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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